Can you hear me now?
Now that Im screaming
Screaming my pain,
My confusion.
Can you hear me
Through your shielded eyes,
Your covered ears?
My throat left bleeding,
Your heart still unfeeling.
Your ears deaf as ever.
Your eyes, seeing only what is safe.
You refuse to take that chance.
That chance called love.
You say it does not exist.
Two people should never be as foolish as to trust.
You say two in love only brings pain.
But did you ever consider
How much it could hurt
To be one in love?
You cradle me in your arms.
I wonder what you can possibly be feeling.
I hold you tighter,
Wrapping my arms around you.
Holding
Porcelain Frail. by catastrophiccliche, literature
Literature
Porcelain Frail.
Im standing right before you,
Right before your eyes.
The broken porcelain doll,
With nothing to disguise.
With nothing to disguise
Her heart of porcelain frail.
The only thing protecting her
Is her skin so thin and pale.
Is her skin so thin and pale
Strong enough to hold
The pain she keeps inside
Or will it all unfold?
Or will it all unfold
Right before your eyes
Unleash what she was told
Broken promises and lies.
Broken promises and lies
Are all youve ever known.
You locked away your heart,
Because youd rather be alone.
Because youd rather be alone,
The porcelain doll does wait.
Could you heal h
I wish I could say that
I don't love you
But I told you that
My heart would belong to you
Forever
As did you
But we
O b v i o u s l y
Have completely different
Concepts of time
I wish I could say that
I don't need you
I wish I didn't need you
As bad as
You don't need me
I wish I could say that
I hate you
And mean it
I wish i didn't love you
I wish i didn't need you
I wish i could hate you
I'm sorry.
I love you.
I'm sorry I love you.
I cannot tell You everything,
For everything Youll never hear.
One day, it will be too late,
This thick smog will never clear.
One day You will stand alone,
Someday soon You will be lost.
One day Youll wish you listened;
You bought this life, now I am the cost.
You carry deep within yourself
The weight of a broken heart.
Numb and cold, lifeless, dead.
Beg the shards, Beating, start.
When you fall into the dark
In the emptiness Youll find
This is where You belong
Immersed, lost in your own mind.
Let this fire fade,
In the dark you fear to find
Things that thirst for blood,
The monsters of your m
Rain pours down,
The rhythm of a heartbeat.
Lightning strikes the ground,
The feeling when our eyes meet.
Dust storms choke the air,
The way my heart skips a beat.
Winters frozen snare,
The fleeting feeling of defeat.
Thunder cracks above,
The hollow sound of ones retreat.
Lightning starts a fire,
The hurt of loves painful deceit.
Eye of the storm, a quiet clearance,
The rhythm of our hearts beating.
Everything stops, sudden silence,
The feeling of our lips meeting.
Can you hear me now?
Now that Im screaming
Screaming my pain,
My confusion.
Can you hear me
Through your shielded eyes,
Your covered ears?
My throat left bleeding,
Your heart still unfeeling.
Your ears deaf as ever.
Your eyes, seeing only what is safe.
You refuse to take that chance.
That chance called love.
You say it does not exist.
Two people should never be as foolish as to trust.
You say two in love only brings pain.
But did you ever consider
How much it could hurt
To be one in love?
You cradle me in your arms.
I wonder what you can possibly be feeling.
I hold you tighter,
Wrapping my arms around you.
Holding
Porcelain Frail. by catastrophiccliche, literature
Literature
Porcelain Frail.
Im standing right before you,
Right before your eyes.
The broken porcelain doll,
With nothing to disguise.
With nothing to disguise
Her heart of porcelain frail.
The only thing protecting her
Is her skin so thin and pale.
Is her skin so thin and pale
Strong enough to hold
The pain she keeps inside
Or will it all unfold?
Or will it all unfold
Right before your eyes
Unleash what she was told
Broken promises and lies.
Broken promises and lies
Are all youve ever known.
You locked away your heart,
Because youd rather be alone.
Because youd rather be alone,
The porcelain doll does wait.
Could you heal h
I wish I could say that
I don't love you
But I told you that
My heart would belong to you
Forever
As did you
But we
O b v i o u s l y
Have completely different
Concepts of time
I wish I could say that
I don't need you
I wish I didn't need you
As bad as
You don't need me
I wish I could say that
I hate you
And mean it
I wish i didn't love you
I wish i didn't need you
I wish i could hate you
I'm sorry.
I love you.
I'm sorry I love you.
I cannot tell You everything,
For everything Youll never hear.
One day, it will be too late,
This thick smog will never clear.
One day You will stand alone,
Someday soon You will be lost.
One day Youll wish you listened;
You bought this life, now I am the cost.
You carry deep within yourself
The weight of a broken heart.
Numb and cold, lifeless, dead.
Beg the shards, Beating, start.
When you fall into the dark
In the emptiness Youll find
This is where You belong
Immersed, lost in your own mind.
Let this fire fade,
In the dark you fear to find
Things that thirst for blood,
The monsters of your m
Rain pours down,
The rhythm of a heartbeat.
Lightning strikes the ground,
The feeling when our eyes meet.
Dust storms choke the air,
The way my heart skips a beat.
Winters frozen snare,
The fleeting feeling of defeat.
Thunder cracks above,
The hollow sound of ones retreat.
Lightning starts a fire,
The hurt of loves painful deceit.
Eye of the storm, a quiet clearance,
The rhythm of our hearts beating.
Everything stops, sudden silence,
The feeling of our lips meeting.
Favourite genre of music: rock / middle eastern / dance MP3 player of choice: sansa...yeaa baby. Favourite cartoon character: gir - invader zim "it's not stupid, it's advanced." Personal Quote: "i gots me a case of the.....CRAZY AHHHMMMSSSS!!!"
Favourite Visual Artist
amadeus mozart
Favourite Movies
everything is illuminated conversations with god the importance of being earnest howls moving castle
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
evanescence vas niyaz afi hellogoodbye p!atd the format
...that i put up some more stuff.
:D
finally!
i have a bunch of stuff to put up here from cali and other misc. summer expeditions.
sorry it's taken so long but better late than never, right?
annnd check out my youtube channel, PterraLiz.
i only have one vid up for now (and i would LOVEE it if you would give me feedback, or maybe even a VID RESPONSE...that would make me smile and everybody loves a happy liz)
here's the link *points*
www.youtube.com/pterraliz
thanks for all your positive feedback, dolls.
<3
ps
i'm changing my name to elizabeth tuesday -relatively- soon.
exciting stuff.
well, more like the blue screen.
the computer screen.
www.youtube.com/PterraLiz
PterraLiz ish mah NEW channel on youtube.
rate and comment, PLZZZZZZZZZ.
<3
go.
now.
(>^-^)>
uhm.
well.
today was rather odd.
not in a bad way, just...odd.
it's hard to think that this morning i was absolutely blind with hate,
and now i can have a civil conversation with her without wanting to gouge her eyes out.
-i know, i know-
i didn't really plan on this.
of course i was hoping things would work out for the better,
but that was buried wayyyy deep at the back of my mind.
honestly, when i sat next to her today on the bus to see what was up
-did she have a problem w/ me still?-
i was prepared for a battle royale right there on the pleather seats.
but oddly enough, we seemed to be sharing the same thoughts.
we both see